Get this right. I have a history exam tomorrow. So I get prepared. I do all the fucking revision possible cos i know how fucking important it is to my 'mother' for me to get a god result in my fucking mocks. MOCKS I tell you and im slaving away like some pathetic little shit caught in the eighteenth century.
Right, so all i want is to do well. So ive revised. But she has to go and wind me up the day before the exam. I lie, the NIGHT before the exam, not the day. If it was day, I could fucking get over it by now. But no. The night before. FUCKING HELL. I do my best but now two months of revision is gonna go down the drain. I know i will mess up. I always do if im annoyed before an exam. Last time i got 40 something percent on a chemistry test cos of my dad screwing with my head./
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD?>?????? You're all bastards.
